” find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep .. wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU .. the one who turns to his friends and says, thats her .. “

back to the FOB hair color ?!

YES or NO. :]

happy ONE MONTH <3

July 8th, 2010 was the start of the most complicated, most distant, most exciting, most awesomest relationship. that was the day i confirmed to be in a LONG DISTANCE relationship with my boyfriend, Jason Santos. everyday is a struggle .. but my boyfriend always knows how to make things easier and to help me through everything. i am TRULY blessed to have him in my life and to help me through everything. even though we’re 2756miles apart and he’s 3hrs ahead .. i KNOW i can always count on him to be there for me. this month was a ROLLER COASTER for me .. and i know its been difficult for my boyfriend too. .. cause when ONE struggles .. so does the other.

Jase; i’m excited to see you next month ! and i can’t WAIT to seeeeee and be with you. i know we’re gonna have a BLAST and we’ll make EVERY second count :] like i said, it doesn’t matter WHAT we do .. as long as you’re by my side i’ll be happy. you got 10days FULL of me .. soooooooooooooo gluck with that ! *hahahaha .. cause i can be a handful :] .. but i’m sure you already know that. *ha ! miss you babe and HAPPY ONE MONTH <3 

I MISS YOU.

” distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. it’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. it’s for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough .. “

LONG DISTANCE SUCKS ; no doubt bout that.  but when you really care about someone enough to stick it out, its a BLESSING. i know we’ll get through this .. cause babe .. in the long run this will make us stronger <3 at first i was cryin’ everyday/night and all i did was stay home and mope bout it. you were there for me through EVERYTHING. and you always made sure i was okay. i’m SOO lucky to have sucha great person as my boyfriend. you make me the happiest girl in the world .. and i’m grateful for everything.

i’ll be seeing you soon.